I have a wonderful life and yet I want more. When you have so much it is hard to express what more is. I want a Buddhist more or Hindu more. I want more via less. Strip down and reduce. I want mystical Zen. I want to appreciate the moment and live fully in the place that Wolf calls “now”.
Now.
NOW!
The thing is you can’t think yourself into that place. You have to sit there and… nothink. Empty. As with meditation, you can’t try too hard. It is so easy to fall into the abyss of more when striving for less.
…
I am meditating.
I am a spiritual person.
Meditating.
Me Di Tate
(pretty cool)
Hey, I might become enlightened.
(I wonder if people will notice)
I will strive and eventually I will prevail.
I will understand.
I might even become a Master.
(walk before you can run)
I am meditating.
I’ll write a book.
(with a cool cover)
Wear guru clothes and sit cross legged for days.
(do people pee themselves when they do that?)
You will just have to sit in my presence to know how enlightened I am.
(because of course you can’t brag about it)
I will be great.
(think positive)
I am great.
I will be God.
(think positive)
I am God.
…
Eh, I am lost. Noisy little ego. Shush now.
Where was I? Ah yeah, I want more – for less.
